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I miss me

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Parts 11
Time 1h 33m

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They try to run but there's no time. We try to hide but there's No TIME.
when I was a kid, I tried to learn all I could but now I wish I could lose it all. &lt;TW: As I lay here choking on my blood I stare at the heavens and ask for one last ray to see me off. As the rain washes my blood along the earth, being soaked in by the hungry land. That day something was different, something changed in me. A new light shines deep within me, my torso once in two now slowly becoming one as black tar slowly stitched me back together. The greedy land soaks up my blood, now not a drop lies in my body but the gods are ready as the earth slowly starts to reach for me taking me to its restless lands replacing my blood with tar.
^ This fic is a combination of a BBC's Merlin set in the future/ current times but it's more of an Adjacent timeline to ours, OC insert, and a bit of Arthurian myth set in the modern day. 
This is my first story so sorry if it's bad 
Even though it's an OC insert it can be read as a self-insert.
OC's name is pronounced as Z-AYAH (Zaya) 

TW 
-bad writing 
- gore 
- gay? 
- no real sense of time
- I'm a big fan of angst 
- I ship Lancelot x Gawain as well as Merlin x Arthur. And may add it to the book.
- no publishing scheduleAll Rights Reserved

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Was it Worth It? by all_stories_must_end

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A Different Destiny / Merthur by Kat_Winters

A Merthur fic set in canon era. After two years of putting up with his useless excuse for a manservant, Arthur begins to suspect that there may be more to Merlin than meets the eye. But Merlin's not the only one with a secret. And maybe destinies aren't always as they seem. AU where I use elements of all five seasons in a way that does not always comply with canon. WARNING: Contains: (some) violence, mentions of blood, and a lot of gayness (duh)

Peter ends up at Merlin's dimension by joanna19957

Peter felt every fiber of his body pulsing painfully. He could feel his body slowly ending up dying. His spider-sense knew what would happen. He knew that he would die. And he knew there was nothing he could do. His eyes looked at his mentor, by now father figure. "Mr.Stark I don't wanna go..." He choked out Mr. Stark tried to make him feel better, but the male knew himself that he would now die. But the words were making him feel guilty. He remembered what Mr. Stark told him and this was why his last words were... "I am sorry..." Then all was black... A warning as at some point there will be some bullying with physical abuse. As well as some sexual abuse. When you are not comfortable with it, I advise you not to read it. You have been warned. Adding another warning (3.25.2020), kidnapping, and mentioning of torture at some point. This fanfic will as well usually be Peter's point of view. At some point Merthur and at some point Mordred x Peter (Can't figure out a ship name XD) The characters don't belong to me but to the person who has made Merlin's bbc series and the one who has made Marvel.

Tomorrow You Will All Be Gone - Hamilton Fanfic by _Smiley_Trashbag_

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As Clear As Blood (A Merlin Fan Fiction) by onlytheuniverse

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