They say you never remember something the same way twice. Each time you think of something past, what you recall is from the last time you thought of it. Each time, more of the event or person is lost. You slowly lose pieces of it; memories can't be trusted. But when you lose a person, whether losing touch or death or they were just never meant to be a permanent part of your life in the first place, memories are all you have left.
After David, Mia's memories swirl through her head, a mixture of fact and fiction, their first meeting to their breakup, and the aftermath. Everything she remembers, everything she doesn't, is all she has left of him. She clings to every memory she has of him, unable to let go. Because everything, the fights, the laughter, the unadmitted love, the support, the adventures, the letting go, are all she has. And she remembers it, all too well.
TW: mentions of alcohol, hinted emotional abuse (including gaslighting), age gap relationship. Message for more information or a missed trigger.
note: this is not, in any way, meant to be a story about Taylor's life. It is simply her words that inspired mine. Any connection to any actual event is entirely coincidental.
"That's all it was, just a memory, and that's all it will ever be"
We all hold nothing but the faint memories of the last. Whether we choose too or not. Some get discarded and never forgotten, some make us laugh or cry, and some it's nothing more that a soft smile.
However, what if you were to get memories from your past life? Not memories of yourself, memories of your soulmate, how do you react?
The only thing is, they stop when you found them.
When Bell has this struggle throughout the final summer just before her senior year, she handles not as you would expect. Taking the information but doing not much about it.
Those memories slowly start to mix in with everyday life till it's nothing new to her. Everything seem to stop when she finally started talking to a fellow classmate.
and from there, they start to make there own memories, slowly working there way to the epilogue.
(☝︎︎ Idk if I like that yet so it might change:)