You can only take so much, you know? It’s not fun being tortured,because you're different. Especially when you can’t really do anything to stop it. I don’t think I can take anymore of it. The abuse,the torment[...]the hurt. It’s not fair. Sometimes I just wish that there was somewhere I could go, just to get away from it all. All of a sudden she comes along. She made me a promise, she’s broken it more than once. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve tried everything. Let’s just see if she can turn my HURT & PAIN into LOVE not LUST…