Xyla
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  • Reads 790
  • Votes 13
  • Parts 17
  • Time 59m
Ongoing, First published Apr 14, 2022
Xander has always felt a bit different. He always had an easier time hanging out with girls than guys and most just assume he's gay, though he swears up an down he's as straight as a drag strip. This is his story of self discovery.
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Book I: to cross oceans for [BxB] (trans) - completed by transFigure_
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"What if I'm not one?" I asked, my body wound tight with tension. "One what?" he asked, his voice soft and low. I hesitated. Was I ready? I wanted to tell him so badly. Wanted to scream it from the fucking rooftops. But there would be no going back if I allowed the words to spill out into the world. Telling myself I didn't need someone else's validation, that I knew myself well enough to know with absolute certainty that I was trans was all good and well in principle. But lying here underneath my bed, with my best friend's body pressed so close to mine I could feel his warm breath on my face, I felt those convictions slip through my fingers. Danny's rejection would break me. In a fundamental way. "One what?" he repeated the question, scooting so close to me the tip of his nose brushed mine. Dust motes danced around us, suspended in mid air, teetering on the brink of this momentous feeling wrapping itself around us. I squeezed my eyes shut, pushing down the rush of anxiety trying to drown me. His nose bumped mine again and his breath ghosted over my lips. I opened my eyes and stared unblinkingly into his. 'A girl', I wanted to say, even though I knew the words would taste sour in my mouth, 'what if I'm not a girl?' -------------------------------------- Sean and Danny have been next door neighbours and best friends since they were six years old. They've shared almost everything. From first kisses and crushes to heartbreak. But Sean has a secret. One he's never shared with his best friend - who's also the guy he's been in love with since he's known what love is. Sean is trans and struggling to come out. But it's Senior year and choices have to be made. Between college applications, uncovering a plan to hurt one of their classmates and his relationship with Danny, Sean is struggling with doing the right thing and graduating high school in one piece. ⭐to cross oceans for is PART I of Sean and Danny's story⭐ *TW: sexual assault and bullying *
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"You're already hangover? You've barely stopped drinking." Spike said, and in the dark Emmett imagined him with a smirk on his face. Stupid smirk. Stupid face. Stupid Spike. "I'm a tiny human." The sound that escaped Spike's lips was close to a giggle, it seemed a forbidden sound. Like Emmett had unlocked something illegal. "You sure are." -- Trans male OC Emmett finds himself horny and alone in the Bronze one night, his friends having all gone home. Only the chipped up vampire Spike is left, eyeing him from a distance. Emmett might as well take a shot, if Spike doesn't ruin things in the meantime with his horrible personality. -- Must-read for transmascs who are touch starved and horny! Self-insert is how we like it around these parts.