Quietly Suffering
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In which I (the author) rant about my life in a poem form
(Trigger warning)
I may talk about heavy topics, none of the chapters are planned ahead of time so I'm unable to specify what topics. If triggered easily then please ignore this and find a more lighthearted Wattpad story.
Chapters marked with (⚠️) include heavy topics and are probably triggering to most
‼️DISCLAIMER‼️
Some chapters may be relatable, if so then please talk to a professional.
I have a therapist but I use this as a means to talk about things I feel uncomfortable talking about with my therapist and people close to me in fear that they will treat me differently. If you have the same problem my dms are always open and I'm always willing to give advice or just listen.
If you don't know how to dm on Wattpad then comment on a chapter and I will respond with a social media of your choice if you need to talk!
Most impressive rankings: #8 out of 967 (unnoticed) | #23 out of 1000+ (gluttony) | #11 out of 579 (possibletrigger) | #1 out of 20 (oversharing) | #5 out of 165 (heavytopics) | #27 out of 1000+ (readmystory) | #150 out of 1000+ (mylife)
Started: April 14th 2022
Ended: September 15th 2024
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