A little story about my life

This will make me cry but I'll try

When I was 1 years old my real dad was a bad person he will beet up my mum and my older brother he will do it over little things I didn't know anything about this till my mum told me I didn't know what I was going to do anymore I was so so angry with my real dad I really thought I was gonna find where he lives and hurt him this is when I'm like 14 years old I'm 15 years old now I was so angry I was trying to not cry, it was so depressing I didn't know what to do I went up stairs and started to cry myself to sleep I didn't k ow what I could do anymore, But it's all done now.
I can tell you about my life now I'm 15 years old now and if been bullied for 12 years and I have been self-harming for 3 mouths cause of the bullying I have been stopping it but if my friends, family or anyone I know and like/care I will start again and I'm try my best to stop I been saying it allot to stop it but I can't when people are sad.

This is my story only little.