Letters to my Ex

After our breakup, there was so much I wanted to say, but I stayed silent to you. Was it because not saying anything was the way to hurt you, or was I in denial that things did not work?
Whatever is the case is almost 3 years since I broke up with you.
The person you met back then is not the same as today.
These are thoughts I sometimes have. I used to think about you a lot but not anymore. Do I still have feelings for you? I don't; I realized that this past December.
But even if that is the case, I want to express my thoughts about you and what we were. This is a diary for myself, and if someone else reads this, I hope we do not entirely have the same thoughts, but if you do, I hope you feel the relief you are not alone.
English is my second language so if you are reading please bare with me.