Doubt and Trust
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For all of you idiots out there wanting a story of love and shit like that. Ha well you've come to the wrong story. This story will be about my life. A life of hardship. And fine, yes there will be love in it. But this story is not for the faint of hearts. So this is my story. And the story of others. And the people I love, and will cherish forever. So onward my good sirs.(oh and uhh ladies)
-in memory of Eli
(I told you I would write you a story)
p.s.
This is only part 1 of Eli's story. So you know stick around to hear more on what's to come of him.
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