Sometimes The Sickness Is The Cure (Alex Gaskarth Fic)
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Ella was at an All Time Low concert when anxiety took over. The crowds were too much for her and soon she was deduced to a shaking mess, panic spiking through her spine.
The only person there to save her was a man dressed in flag pants, who goes by the name of Alex Gaskarth.
Ella's life is riddled with unfortunate events. Luck is never on her side. Even though all things terrible happened to her, no body paid attention. Ella was invisible. Locked up in her brain which is not a good place to be. Her mind is a dark place, constantly doubting, constantly self-hating, constantly shrouded in the shadows of her worries and insecurities.
She is only alive because of her friend Alice. And only awake because no person like Ella sleeps, especially if they knew what lies ahead.
When Alex invites her on tour with him will her worries be forgotten? Or will they act like chains, tying her down and dragging her back down to her past...
(((I'm awful at descriptions, I'm sorry. If you're not keen on dramatic fics do not worry! This fic is full of fluff, memes and dick jokes. All of my favourite things, woo!)))
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