Black Baccara. (English)
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Last published Mon, Apr 18, 2022
There are ways to straighten a twisted mind but there are none to deflect madness.
By holing up in abstract principles designed to cling to something that can allow a life without agony, such as hope, we arrive at a point of no return where we no longer recognize what is true and what is false.
Zyairen Müller is a misanthropic writer who has to deal with his inability to emotionally bond with people but after her everything seems more gray and monotonous.
At the turn of 1996, Edinburgh, the man's life will take an exorbitant turn; will he be able to accept the changes that will ensue?
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