AN: Hello... so I started writing a book and I'm not sure how good it is or if I'll finish it but I definitely am trying and so far I really like how it's going and I have idea for it all and I'll except opinions in the comments of anyone had an idea to make it better or I dunno but yeah I hope you enjoy it . Preview: "Why are you just staring at me?" She asked quietly shaking me out of my thoughts. "Honestly I don't even know." I sharply inhale. "It's just when I look at you I see something. I don't know exactly what it is or why it's there but I see this darkness. I don't even want to call it darkness cause it's not dark. It's just shadowy and I know that doesn't make sense but it does to me. And what I see lurking in those shadows isn't scary just sad. So sad I don't want to look at all, but I find myself staring because it's so consuming." I say slowly but passionately because honestly I'm passionate in her. I'm passionate in the way of understanding her. She laughs a little while looking at the water and it confused me that she laughed because I'm being serious. She turns towards me and mumbles something quietly but just loud enough for me to hear. Although I don't know if she wanted me to hear. "I didn't know how easily my seams were showing." And with that she gets up off the bench and leaves, careful not to trip over the roots of the willow tree.