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Dear Fucking Diary

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Last Time | lams by HarmoniaGL

TW : depression, suicidal thoughts Alexander had, according to him, no more reason to live. He was tired, and his head kept telling him that he had no one, that if he disappeared, no one would care. And that was true. Alexander was alone, terribly alone. He was waiting for someone. More than anyone on this Earth, he needed a person by his side, because that was the only thing that would have allowed him to stay alive. Alexander couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't find any meaning in his life, and to continue fighting had become useless. And he had no one. Yeah, he just needed someone. And it was there, just as everything was falling apart around him, that he met him. John. The boy he was waiting for. The person he needed. --------------------------------------------------------- Okay, this story is not amazing, but I hope you'll enjoy it!

Speak Up | Lams DISCONTINUED by Glowungeyes

Mute!John like what you read? i'm taking writing commissions to help pay for college! information is in a post linked in the bio of thesloppiestbitch.tumblr.com :)

You Look Perfect (lams) by pansmexual_lams

Alexander Hamilton is a 16 year old bisexual, who's recently been adopted from the Caribbean. John Laurens is a 17 year old openly gay teen but who still has to hide his true self from his father. They both have scars. They both have been broken. What happens when they fall in love? (Edit: this story starts off bad, seeing as this was my first story but it gets increasingly better fast so pls stick with it) ⚠️TW's are at the top of the chapters⚠️ Highest rankings so far: #2 in Lams #1 in Mullette #1 in herc #6 in alexanderhamilton #7 in jeffmads #1 in Laurens #4 in Angelica

wed. by JustAsBrokenAsYou

They made a deal, right? Alexander Hamilton teased, belittled, picked on, and bullied John Laurens in grade school. John doesn't care, though, because he decided that all he wants is for Alex to marry him. And he'll do anything to make that happen. Even if they're not a perfect match. Trigger Warning: John struggles immensely with his mental health because I struggle immensely with my mental health. Viewer discretion is advised.

Next Time [Hamilton - LAMS] by Homie_Hammie

John hated the fact that he was a siren. He hated his tail that he was forced to tug everywhere. He hated that flirting was practically his second language. He hated his appeal to random sailors that happen to cross his path, but most of all he hated his voice. His "gift" that allowed him to lure in any man for his own personal desires. John could never imagine himself even being tempted to use his gift of song, but when he gets caught in a certain pirate's net, he may have to bend his own rules - for better or for worse. [LAMS] Started: July 24, 2018 Finished: August 13, 2018

More Like A Memory by peoplespetpeeve

Alexander Hamilton is a nerd, who can't seem to find the one. He's a classic outcast, but that all changes with one history project. Hamilton's partner on the project, John Laurens, is the exact opposite. He's a stoner, in love with turtles, and has lots of friends. When the two actually work on the dang project, they connect instantly. John notices Alexander's lack of friends, and decides to introduce him to his. That's what changes everything. 👽 not related to any other story on my account 👽

Hamilton One Shots by tellmeaboutits

Mostly lams... and mullette and Jeffmads with some philiodosia mixed in for good measure.

Love? {Lams vs Jamilton} by strawberry-peaches

This is a sequal to "This Guy {Lams}" Nothing would make sense so read that first. Every chapter will have one of these TW: Smut, mental illness, self-harm, suicide, rape or mentions thereof

To Convince You That I Love You by weirdmusicalchild

ALEXANDER HAMILTON AND JOHN LAURENS AU

safe with me - lams by odetoguillotine

a modern day college lams au set in the perspective of alexander (finished)

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Last Time | lams cover

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You Look Perfect (lams) cover

Next Time [Hamilton - LAMS] cover

More Like A Memory cover

Hamilton One Shots cover

Love? {Lams vs Jamilton} cover

To Convince You That I Love You cover

safe with me - lams cover

Last Time | lams

TW : depression, suicidal thoughts Alexander had, according to him, no more reason to live. He was tired, and his head kept telling him that he had no one, that if he disappeared, no one would care. And that was true. Alexander was alone, terribly alone. He was waiting for someone. More than anyone on this Earth, he needed a person by his side, because that was the only thing that would have allowed him to stay alive. Alexander couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't find any meaning in his life, and to continue fighting had become useless. And he had no one. Yeah, he just needed someone. And it was there, just as everything was falling apart around him, that he met him. John. The boy he was waiting for. The person he needed. --------------------------------------------------------- Okay, this story is not amazing, but I hope you'll enjoy it!