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Dear Fucking Diary

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You Look Perfect (lams) by pansmexual_lams

Alexander Hamilton is a 16 year old bisexual, who's recently been adopted from the Caribbean. John Laurens is a 17 year old openly gay teen but who still has to hide his true self from his father. They both have scars. They both have been broken. What happens when they fall in love? (Edit: this story starts off bad, seeing as this was my first story but it gets increasingly better fast so pls stick with it) ⚠️TW's are at the top of the chapters⚠️ Highest rankings so far: #2 in Lams #1 in Mullette #1 in herc #6 in alexanderhamilton #7 in jeffmads #1 in Laurens #4 in Angelica

Guardian Demon ✔ | Lams by LamsLee_18

Alexander Hamilton, the embodiment of evil, the Devils right hand man, torturer of souls and killer of the weak. He flies through the human world killing people who's times run out. He loves his job and follows every rule the Devil gives him. Hell is his rightful home. One day Alexander is asighed to take a soul from a teenage boy, John Laurens who is about to commit suicide, but instead of taking Johns soul, he saves it. Alex doesn't know why he's helping the boy out. but John is so...unique. In his own way. Without realizing it Alexander became some sort of guardian to this guy, and does what he can to protect him.

I'm Yours(Lams College AU) by simplyhamilton

John Laurens: A boy who has lived in South Carolina until he was ten. Homeschool until his senior year of high school. He was finally being enrolled at King's College after attending NYU for a year. He was never very social and only had a few friends. Not to mention he was gay. Alexander Hamilton: Orphan and Carribean immigrant. His father left at 10, his mom died at 12, and his cousin committed suicide at 17. He was on his own. Never went to school until he started his Sophomore year at King's College. For these two boys. Everything will change once they discover that they are roommates. How will this effect them? Story contains Lams, Mullette, a little Jeffmads, Thomgelica, Meggy, and other ships. All characters belong to Lin Manuel Miranda. I do not own Hamilton nor it's characters Started: July 10, 2017 Completed: January 7, 2018

wed. by JustAsBrokenAsYou

They made a deal, right? Alexander Hamilton teased, belittled, picked on, and bullied John Laurens in grade school. John doesn't care, though, because he decided that all he wants is for Alex to marry him. And he'll do anything to make that happen. Even if they're not a perfect match. Trigger Warning: John struggles immensely with his mental health because I struggle immensely with my mental health. Viewer discretion is advised.

Love? {Lams vs Jamilton} by strawberry-peaches

This is a sequal to "This Guy {Lams}" Nothing would make sense so read that first. Every chapter will have one of these TW: Smut, mental illness, self-harm, suicide, rape or mentions thereof

Jump|Lams High School AU‼️⚠️OLD⚠️‼️ by TaffyChu

‼️⚠️OLD⚠️‼️ John is suffering from a severe depression, but on the first day of freshman year of high school, he meets a wonderful man. During freshman year, he experiences things a 15-16 year old shouldn't. He goes to parties, gets drunk, gets high, has sex, things that he thinks would make him cool or popular at school. How will he defeat all over these addictions, and finally realizes what he's doing is hurting him? TRIGGER WARNINGS; ~Sexual References~ ~Sex~ ~Alcohol~ ~Foul Language, Swearing~ ~Murder~ ~Suicide~ ~Rape~ ~Suicidal Thoughts~ ~Death~ ~Drugs~ ~Homophobic Slurs~ ~Transphobic Slurs~ ~Crazy High School Bitches~

safe with me - lams by odetoguillotine

a modern day college lams au set in the perspective of alexander (finished)

Mostly Angst Lams One-Shots by Whattfisausername

Note: All my future Lams fics will be on my AO3 account (same name as this one). A collection of sad stories about Alexander Hamilton and John Laurens. I may write some one shots that aren't so depressing in the future, but for now it's just angst. *Cover art is by wubdoe on Tumblr

All Because of a Turtle [Modern Day Lams FanFiction] by CinnaLinRoll

Another modern day Hamilton lams FanFiction

More Like A Memory by peoplespetpeeve

Alexander Hamilton is a nerd, who can't seem to find the one. He's a classic outcast, but that all changes with one history project. Hamilton's partner on the project, John Laurens, is the exact opposite. He's a stoner, in love with turtles, and has lots of friends. When the two actually work on the dang project, they connect instantly. John notices Alexander's lack of friends, and decides to introduce him to his. That's what changes everything. 👽 not related to any other story on my account 👽

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You Look Perfect (lams) cover

Guardian Demon ✔ | Lams cover

I'm Yours(Lams College AU) cover

Love? {Lams vs Jamilton} cover

Jump|Lams High School AU‼️⚠️OLD⚠️‼️ cover

safe with me - lams cover

Mostly Angst Lams One-Shots cover

All Because of a Turtle [Modern Day Lams FanFiction] cover

More Like A Memory cover

You Look Perfect (lams)

Alexander Hamilton is a 16 year old bisexual, who's recently been adopted from the Caribbean. John Laurens is a 17 year old openly gay teen but who still has to hide his true self from his father. They both have scars. They both have been broken. What happens when they fall in love? (Edit: this story starts off bad, seeing as this was my first story but it gets increasingly better fast so pls stick with it) ⚠️TW's are at the top of the chapters⚠️ Highest rankings so far: #2 in Lams #1 in Mullette #1 in herc #6 in alexanderhamilton #7 in jeffmads #1 in Laurens #4 in Angelica