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This Is A Wasteland

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Reads 2,232
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Parts 24
Time 3h 6m

Mature

jaime mike piercetheveil tony vicfuentes victor

*This is Paradise sequel* 

I have this bad habit of getting close to people and thinking that they're always going to be by my side; but eventually they always leave. I have this bad habit of loving people a little too much, when they don't even love me back; and when they leave me my heart feels like someone threw it from the sky. I have this bad habit of caring for people, when they don't even care about me at all. Perhaps, if they saw through my eyes they'll see the scars I have deep down inside. 
I'm tired. I'm tired. I'm tired.
I wish feelings didn't exist. Why do feelings exist anyways? I always fall for everything and let it destroy me. It's my fault after all, but I still have hope that one day I will find a person that shares the same bad habits as me. 
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jaime mike piercetheveil tony vicfuentes victor

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