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An honest story about living with social anxiety, written from experience.

> a note: I have social anxiety disorder. My family denies it exists and reduces it to introversion, or shyness. I've wanted to write for such a long time, specifically about my experience with SA, to shed desperately needed light on social anxiety and share my experiences with others also struggling so they know they aren't alone. My updates will be random and a mess, but inspiration hits me at odd times and I want this to be as good a piece of writing I can make it, so please bare with. Finally, I hope to those who don't know about social anxiety that you understand more about it, and to those who have it like myself, know you are not alone no matter how often or how strongly it may feel like it.Todos los derechos reservados

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