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Our beloved Hawk is a curious and complicated soul. She is only 19 and worn out already. Hawk is tormented, in search of something new, She is stuck romanticizing her mundane life, stuck in Sunset Harbor until she is unraveled by a new creature in town, Evan Davenport. He rivals her traumatic past. Her life changes because of Evan, but this is not a love story. But it's not far from it. Hawk longs to be free, free from what she has been running from. Is change even possible for someone like her? She can't run forever. She certainly will not outrun what Evan will force her to confront.

inspired by Normal People by Sally Rooney, and Call Me By Your Name/Find me by Andre Aciman 

for more, I've made a playlist that adds to my Hawk:
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/13MxUtPcSWj83I2AdLYUrH?si=595aa9177c2f4b81All Rights Reserved

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Until She Was Gone by Elentiya2007

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