"I can't do this anymore... I just can't." I whispered to myself.
"Can you please tell me what happened?" I heard him say before completely zoning out.
My heart was racing, my palms were sweating, my ears were ringing and my eyes were burning and misted with unshed tears, so much so that I couldn't see him at all, just a blurry, misshapen shadow.
Like a broken record, flashbacks of that fateful day kept replaying in my head. As much as I wanted and tried, the events of that day couldn't be suppressed. It was as if they were imprinted on my brain like a red-hot iron on flesh.
I flinched slightly and returned to the present as I felt his cold wedding ring move from my shoulder to my elbow until it landed on my right hand, which he placed over his heart.
My eyes widened as I felt his heart beating like a wild animal trying to break out of its cage.
Squinting my eyes, I focused on his face and realized that he was moving his lips, but because of the ringing, I couldn't make out a word he was saying.
I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and decided it was time to finally tell Nathan the truth about everything, about what had happened five years ago and how we had gotten here.
"It all started at Iseph's wedding, that's when I got the call..."
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Azyria had a very traditional upbringing. Although she and her twin sister Azaria lost their parents at an early age, she grew up in her grandmother's house, surrounded by family, love and support.
With a life that was as stable as it could be, she couldn't ask for anything better because everything seemed perfect... However, the tranquility of her life was shattered when she received a life-changing phone call that threw her in an unexpected direction and into the clutches of a breath ceasing nightmare.
Follow Azyria's journey as the shadows of her past resurface, unraveling twisted motives, a web of lies and deceit that threaten to destroy everything she holds dear.
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PROLOGUE
"Let me get this straight. We have nothing in between us, except for the deal we made that day" he spoke in a monotonous tone.
"I am the one carrying your name behind me; we are married. how can you say we have nothing in between us? Huh" She yelled at him, tears blurred her vision, and she spoke her heart to him.
"For god's sake, this marriage was to save you! Can't you get that? I did not do it willingly, I do not love you!!" He yelled back at her, shattering her heart into pieces.
"Why can't you just love me?" She spoke, as she cried the tears of hurt, and pain. Her heart thumped loudly due to the shivering sensation She felt all over her body.
"I never made a commitment to you, or gave you any false hope, neither did i say that i love you. Did i?" He asked her, in a very cold tone. She looked at him through her teary eyes. It's getting difficult for her to even breathe.
"It was your eyes, the damn eyes. Who gave me the false hope. They say, "Eyes speak the truth," but what about mine?
Couldn't you feel the sincerity within them, expressing my deep affection for you?
Why didn't you see the love shining in them?
Was it too complex to understand? Couldn't you notice the warmth as they gazed at you?
They search for you in every corner,
If only you realized how they silently echoed the emotions I couldn't articulate.
They say, "Eyes never deceive."
But what about yours?
They played a trick on me when they met mine, painting a facade of a world that wasn't real.
They made me feel loved,
Leading me into a belief that crumbled, louder than your spoken promises.
Why did they betray me?
Was it your eyes or you that masked the truth?" He stayed still, not moving or saying anything at her statement.
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