Lifeless Daisies
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I would say I've always had a lucky streak in life when one day my world came crashing down with what started as the loss of one person, then the loss of everything I ever knew. My world, my guys.
Hours away from my previous life, with nothing to do but stare at the same 4 walls every day, wondering what I did to have a fate so unfortunate.
Living with my junkie mother and her abusive boyfriend, what happens when the hits come and there is nowhere to turn?
Will I be saved or have to live out the rest of my days suffering in my own personal hell?
This is an RH romance which means that there will be three or more love interests, the main character will NOT have to pick one person to be with.
There's also MM
TW: SA, Abuse, Violence, Sex, Alcohol, Drugs, PTSD, Anxiety, Depression, Attempted suicide and Self harm.
If any of these trigger you, then this book is not for you.
MULTIPLE POV
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