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• Conflicting Thoughts •
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  • Reads 38
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  • Parts 2
  • Time 19m
Ongoing, First published Apr 23, 2022
Mature
Story Trigger Warnings:
- Manipulation
- Panic Attacks
- Abuse
- Self Harm
- Violence
- Obsessive Behavior?
- Suicidal implications
(TW will be at the top of chapters with these topics in them, but most chapters do, so be careful.)
I also wasn't sure if obsessive behavior should be a TW but I'll add it just in case.

Esther found herself in a relationship with this beautiful girl, Victoria, or 'Vi', they were both 21 and moved into a house together. Esther worked at a coffee shop, and her girlfriend edited YouTube videos, as well as0 writing paid stories on wattpad. Neither of their jobs paid amazingly, but they were living somewhat comfortably with a fortune that Esther's grandmother had given her when she passed. They were a happy couple, but Esther started being worried about going home. Vi had sometimes gotten mad when Esther came home late, or if she looked exhausted, or really for a slight problem. There was nothing wrong though, right? Victoria just wanted Esther to be happy and perfect. That's reasonable, Esther's parents wanted that too when see was living with them. Though, they usually grounded her, or took away a few of her privileges, they didn't slap her, most of the time. It was fine though, Vi loved Esther. That would never change.



(I hope things seem somewhat realistic, I usually base things off my own experiences, and I'm no expert on everything I want in this story. ~Kai)

P.S. ~ Do not expect fast updates, I prefer to spend a lot of time writing, revising, and editing my work rather than trying to get chapters out as fast as possible. Chapters will be longer though, so I think it's worth it to read long, quality chapters over a long duration of time, rather than poorly written short chapters over a shorter amount of time. I also don't wanna burn myself out :))
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