"Just relax. I said relax!" Is all I could hear as the pain killed me inside. Every single part of me just shut down. Every part of my body felt dead. I couldn't move and even if I did I was scared of what would happen if I had even tried. -Four hours earlier- Since I was young I tried to make sure that I was well behaved, always making people happy, putting others before myself. I wanted to believe that everybody was like that. Kind, mature and loyal. My family always was proud of me but sometimes I just felt like I was useless and that I couldn't help in situations that needed to be helped with. I always thought that if I was in need of help would anybody actually go out of their way and help me, no matter the cost. It was a tricky question to answer as I had never been in a situation where I felt like I needed help until that day...