Alone & Lonely
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Last published Sun, Jun 7, 2026
He hurt me. While in the process, I hurt myself as well.
I love her. While in the process, I know I won't live long as well.
I'm told by those closest to me to lower my expectations because I can't even reach them.
I'm told by those closest to me to forget about it to avoid the hurt and pain that will follow, but I can't.
Every time I see him, he has someone new, someone prettier, skinnier, blonde, and overall...better.
Every time I see her, I hate myself even more, with the girl attached to my side to make her jealous, hoping she'd look this way.
I try to hate him, I try every day, I try harder to hate him than to love him.
I try to hate her, I try every day, but my love is stronger than my hate. If it means to stay close to her, I'll hate her.
I'm too ugly.
She is just perfect. In every way. She is perfect.
Started: 1/07/2025
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