What it means to love

There's been a lot going on in a few months.
What happens next, is going to be a huge turning point for my life. One decision, will dramatically alter how my life turns out.
My therapist said to write about it, so here I am. I'm hoping those who are also going through this will be able to have their feelings validated, and know that they are not alone.
I hope everyone who reads this has the courage to find their happily ever after.