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Skylar is a nonbinary teenager with lots of trauma, their life gets harder and harder. They fight depression, anxiety, a bad eating disorder, and other mental health problems. They can't get through and when almost ending it all they fell in love for the first time ever. Life it's getting better but even worse at the same time.
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It was a summer day like any other when Skylar lost zir arm to the accident. It was a summer day like any other when Audrey developed PTSD. And every day after that of the autumn, winter, and spring was a day like any other, too: except to two teenagers, whose lives would never be the same. cw: car accident, loss of limb/amputation, physical and mental trauma, blood, bullying, misgendering (accidental and intentional), ptsd, ableism, transphobia, internalized acephobia
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