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Bitter Sweet Tea

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Parts 21
Time 1h 38m

abuse angst anorexiarecovery depression fiction highschool lesbian lgbt life mentalhealth nonbinary romance sad sh sliceoflife suicide teen teenfiction teenromance wlnb

"Sugar and Honey?" I watched as she stirred her tea, the light brown color shimmering in the sun matching her eyes.

"Guilty, what can I say I'm a sucker for sweets," Zara gave me the softest smile, a smile as sweet as her tea. One I'd trade the world for.

Honey eyes and a sweet smile, the color to her cheeks as she held the warm tea, smiling at the steam rising from it.

A sweetness I didn't deserve. A sweetness I'd be selfish to want.

But if holding her hands in mine made me selfish, then for fucks sake I'll be the most selfish person in the world.

• • •



Finn, a 16 year old high school student dealing with dark thoughts and dysphoria. Between an eating disorder and an abusive family, Finn slips farther each day.

What happens when Zara begins to notice and take interest in Finn. Will she see the things no one else does? Can she help pull Finn out of the ashes, or are they already too far gone?

#3 wlnb - 7/8/22
#452 nonbinary - 7/14/22
#154 sh - 9/21/22


Tw this story contains:
Self harm
Anorexia
Suicidal thoughts
Intrusive thoughts
Abuse
Body and gender dysphoria
Anxiety and panic disorders
If you are easily triggered please don't read itAll Rights Reserved

abuse angst anorexiarecovery depression fiction highschool lesbian lgbt life mentalhealth nonbinary romance sad sh sliceoflife suicide teen teenfiction teenromance wlnb

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