Siena Rose ____
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Last published Tue, Apr 26, 2022
So... Idk how to start this off but. Hi my name is Siena and this is my messed up life. So now thinking I don't deserve anything. I am an emotional wreck that has a lot of problems. I'm a bad singer, bad dancer, bad rapper, bad friend, bad person in general. I am always trying to much. Seriously I should take a break. From life. Well when we are at my life here is a quick story. I lived and I want to disappear. After I lost a lot of people I started to realize a few things. I hate myself. I hate how I look, I hate my personality, I hate me from my gut. But here I still am, dealing with a lot of stuff. But I have some amazing ass friends. I appreciate that they aren't some fake bitches who like to make fun of me or use me. They don't deserve anything. Its just sad to think about it. Like, some people are having a lot of fake friends but they don't see it. Its like they are blinded by them.
Life isn't fair for anyone, its just cruel. It takes everyone away from you even if you don't want it. Life is like a cruel cage that doesn't let you go. And the hate? Hate is like fire. It burns you down to pieces. Want it or not it will eventually. N that isn't the worst thing yet. A lot of people are ruined because of it. Everyone is so beautiful and they should be aware of it. Apparently I am that one in a million that isn't. I am just like a ruined peace of art. Everything was pretty in life, until it started going down. I started to distance myself from everyone. Started zooning out. Started being quiet.
Siena Rose. A girl that doesn't know anything about herself. Her life was simple until she found out about her life..
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