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Is It Ever Enough?

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Reads 146,877
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Parts 66
Time 24h 32m

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Running is what Maya has always been good at, whether it be for exercise or from her pain. It's the knowing when to stop part that always gets her into trouble. Maya is struggling to adapt to her new role as Captain of Station 19. Will she be able to keep her declining mental health a secret, or will it all fall apart? 


There may or may not be some mentions of heavy drinking, reckless behavior/self-harm and disordered eating patterns. 

I do not own any of these characters, merely just fanfiction.All Rights Reserved

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To New Beginnings by Prudences6

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PLAYING WITH FIRE by Mayabishop06

Warning ⚠️⚠️Mentions of Mental Abuse and Depression and other mental health issues and Physical abuse and Drugs and Fluff and Smut A romantic story that explores the blossoming relationship of Maya, a dedicated and ambitious Fire Captain at Station 19, and Carina, a vibrant and caring OB/GYN. As they navigate the challenges of their demanding careers, they find themselves drawn to each other in ways they never expected. With chemistry that sizzles and a connection that runs deep, they embark on a journey of love, trust, and self-discovery. Along the way, they face obstacles, both internal and external, that threaten to tear them apart. However, their unwavering determination and undeniable attraction will keep them fighting for their love, proving that sometimes, the greatest fires are the ones that burn brightest within.

Nonentity Probie {Marina/Maya & Carina} by didsome1saymarina

Maya and Carina. Two girls with multiple struggles. Fear and trauma adding to one anothers baggage. Can they manage to fight off something they know can't be...or will they find themselves fighting for 'it?' ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ |nonentity| -a person or thing with no special or interesting qualities; an unimportant person or thing. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ~Picture Me In A Polaroid~ #Book 1- Nonentity Probie #Book 2- Through A Different Lens ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ 〖TS〗 Maya got frustrated by the Italian, causing her to step on the sides of the treadmill and pull out her airpods. "Is there a reason you're here Deluca?" Maya questioned bluntly as she turned down the speed before completely switching off the treadmill. Carina hesitated for a moment as she watched Maya walk from the treadmill to the bench, picking up a dumbbell on the way over. "Andy said you had a tough call" Carina told, gaining a sarcastic hum from the blonde as she sat down on the bench, lifting the dumbbell up onto her lap. "Just wanted to know if you were okay," Carina admitted. "How generous of you" Maya sarcastically stated as she began her overhead dumbbell lifts, exercising her triceps. The aftermath of her recent call, causing her to give the cold shoulder to whomever came close to her. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ✰not edited*✰ ✰Completed✰ ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ☞Key Terms: Station 19, Greys Anatomy, Slow-ish burn, Marina, Fanfiction, Notyoursyet, Nonentity, Doyoucare, Angst, Drama, Ups&Downs, Firefighting, Firefighter, LGBTQIA+

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Fire Captain Maya Bishop got ready for her shift at Station 19 and went to work just like every other shift she had done. However, during a call with her long-term girlfriend Dr Carina Deluca she heard what sounded like crying coming from outside the station. Upon further investigation, she discovered the noise was coming from a child. She took the child into her office and quickly formed a bond with them That's when Maya realised, this child was to be the next adventure in her life... Inspired by lovatic_f story "Maya's Next Step" (when coming up with the name for my story I didn't realise how similar they were until after I posted it) With that, I am in no way going to copy or steal their ideas. I was just very inspired by what they wrote.

Just Breathe (Marina) by Calzona-Jemily

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Maya & Carinas Daughter by marina__139

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Imperfect by Emily_EVM

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This is Fire by Scissor-me-timbers

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To New Beginnings

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