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I wish I knew better(discontinued)

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This story has been discontinued. I have completely fallen out of the fandom and I don't use wattpad much anymore. Maybe one day i'll come back and continue what I started, but for now, this story is discontinued.

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The water he was submerged in had long lost its comforting warmth. Eijiro had been sitting in that bathtub for god knows how long. A blade in one hand and his phone in the other. He had a message typed out. He was ready to send it yet all he could do was sit. He had never planned to be in this position and yet here he was, finally prepared to end it all without even trying to get help.  He was so weak. Why did he have to be so weak?




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This fic will most likely steer away from what is cannon will most likely skip arcs because Its been a while since I watched the anime and read the manga. I feel like creating an AU because writing about all the pre-existing arcs will get boring.

trigger warnings for the each chapter will be posted in the trigger warning chapter. 

THE ONLY CHARACTERS I OWN HERE ARE THE OCS THAT I HAVE CREATED.(this includes Jamie and Peace as of right now. oh and the step-dad)All Rights Reserved

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Tired of pretending (kiribaku) by Blastyboi_1

Katsuki Bakugo is tired, tired of feelings so fucking pathetic. He's a shitty person, with an even shittier life. It's what he deserves, isn't it? Funny how fate has a way of balancing the scale. He'll never be a pro-hero, not when he's barely surviving each day he has to put up with his mother. But he's not asking for pity, Katsuki Bakugo can take care of himself. And no one needs to know anything, they need to keep their damn mouths shut, or else they'll see the wall he's built up is slowly tumbling down. This is Kiribaku btw is the title didn't give it away. !!!Disclaimer: this is a four year old work and written in first person. It's not my best to say the least but I'm leaving it because it was an important part of my writing journey (although I'm not putting "angsty Bakugo fanfic" on any portfolio ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ) I rewrote the summary because I hated it but mostly everything else is remaining unchanged because I'm too lazy to edit a 70k story. Be warned this is in first person and this fic does cover some serious topics (how well it does that it up to you). Thank you for continuing if you chose to do so and I appreciate all the support this fic has gotten it was certainly an experience : )!!!

A Soft Confession Draped in Ivory and Silk (Pro-Hero!Bakugou x Pro-Hero!Reader) by NotchesAndBullets

Bakugou scoffed, deft fingers continuing to work at the knots as he repeated his earlier words. "What the fuck did you even do?" "I didn't do anything!!" This time, he snorted in disbelief. "Yeah right. This shit looks worse than Deku's hair." "What the heck is that supposed to mean?!" You shrieked. It's been a few years since you've graduated UA. This was supposed to be a trouble-free reunion, except your reservations got screwed up and now you have to room with someone else while you're staying for the entirety of the trip. The weird thing is, everyone seems to have some kind of excuse as to why they can't let you sleepover in their room for the night. So, you decide on Bakugou's, the only person who can't say no because he hasn't arrived yet. But your actions have consequences and now you need to deal with all the feelings that you've been frantically suppressing as they resurface. Warnings: cursing, sort of domestic fluff in the snippet of the future Bakugou sees with you, mentions of alcohol, Aged-Up!AU, suggestive themes, implied smut, mutual pining, there's a lot of fluff in this one. *i don't own bnha or any of its characters, this is merely fanfiction* Completed on April 20th, 2021; Uploaded to Wattpad on April 29th, 2021 Complete word count: 19.2k

Darkest Self | Villain!Kirishima (kiribaku) {READ DESC} by ChloeTheLivingPerson

The villains gained a new pawn who's quirk was to make a person's darkest feelings overcome them. With this pawn they decided they could make a UA student join them in villainy, the question was which one of them would work against her quirk. Izuku Midoriya would not work against her quirk because his righteousness and want to be a hero is too strong, They new first hand that Katsuki Bakugou wouldn't work, even if it seemed it would. Shoto Todoroki, Momo Yaoyorozu, Tenya Iida, none of these people looked to have had dark thoughts. Kura kept searching through each and every student's lives, their middle school life, and more. Until she found the middle school photo's of Eijiro Kirishima. He didn't smile, His hair was raven black, with sad eyes. With this discovery, they decided taking Kirishima and seeing if her theories were true. She was right. (Villain Kirishima au because barely anyone has made one) ALSO! There will be kiribaku in this cuz I'm a sucker for it. The story takes place sometime after Camino Angsty moments but don't worry I'll most likely make a happy end READ THIS BEFORE STARTING! So the way I left off this story could be considered a good ending but it's not a complete ending and is left to interpretation, this is because I'm not super into MHA as much any more so I've lost a lot of my motivation to continue this story. However, if after season five starts and I get back into show again I might continue writing. Currently, I've finally spread out interests wise and now my brain rots over AOT and HxH, along with many others. You don't have to give up on this fic, but I just wanted to tell you to not get your hopes up. Love you guys, and thank you so much for the support, reading your comments brightens my day.

Breaking Apart Softly - Kiribaku by Xxshiplord16Xx

DISCONTINUED Eijirou Kirishima is depressed. He doesn't know why, and he doesn't know how to stop it, but he doesn't want to be a burden on everyone else so he keeps it hidden. Like most people do. But it's getting to be too much and it's effecting his normal persona. He also has a crush on Katsuki Bakugou- and, would you look at that! Bakugou likes him back! Their relationship moves fast and Kirishima seems to forget his biggest secret. And after that comes: Therapy. Hospital visits. Doctors offices. Worrying parents. Worrying friends. Worrying boyfriends. And so the best thing that Kirishima can think of is to lie.. to get back the happiness that everyone used to feel around him. To destroy that weird awkward feeling of worry that he senses whenever he is around anyone. He just hopes that maybe if he lies to others enough about what's really going on, then maybe he'll start convincing himself. That maybe, just maybe, the problems will go away. WARNING! This story contains: Smut Self harm Suicidal thoughts and actions Depression Anxiety Panic attacks If these topics trigger you, please do not read on! Lastly, this story is very close to home for me. I know what I'm talking about with the feelings that Eijirou feels, and I know how these things work. I've been hesitant to post this story for a while because I was worried of what people would say about all of it. A good amount of this story is me telling some of my experiences with depression, self harm, anxiety, etc. through Kirishima. All I ask of you as a reader is to please be kind in the comments. Honestly, as cheesy as it sounds, be kind to everyone. You really don't know what they are secretly going through. (Please feel free to message me if you feel any of the negative things that I talk about in this book. I am not a professional, but I have gone through these things and may be able to give you some advice, or at least be there for you to talk to.) Now, please enjoy this book.

Warming Your Heart by official_banana_milk

He smelled mildly of cinnamon. I don't know how, probably the hair gel, but it was pleasant. He fell asleep pretty much instantly, and I started to slowly stroke his hair. There was something peaceful about the way his chest went up and down with every soothing breath. He was so quiet. I moved my hand from his hair to cup his cheek. He had to ask if I hated him. I let go of his cheek and whispered, hoping that somehow he would hear. "How could I hate you when you're so affectionate?" Silence. Complete silence other then his sleeping breaths. I placed my hand over his that was resting on his thigh. I gently squeezed it and wondered if he would ever understand what I feel. And with that, I leaned my head onto his, and slept. - ***COMPLETE*** Started: August 27, 2020. First published: October 18, 2020. Finished: July 24, 2021. Last Published: November 22, 2021. Disclaimers I guess: - This is a bxb. Don't read if you don't like that. - There is no smut because I need to have some pride in my writing lol. This story consists of mostly fluff. No angst but some fighting and crying. Maybe a make out scene?? Idk, read it and find out. - This is a Kiribaku (you knew that tho) - I don't own any of the characters in this story, this is a fanfiction. - The beginning photos throughout the story are not part of the plot, it's just me blessing you with cute Kiribaku photos before you read. - I found the cover photo on google and edited it a bit so yeah. I don't own the original photo. - I also don't know the art creds for any of the photos I put in the story because like I said, I just googled "kiribaku fanart" and yeah. If you know the artists of any of the pictures, please credit them in the comments, thank you! - There are some inevitable grammar and spelling mistakes but I'm too lazy to go back and find them so I hope there aren't too many. That's all I believe I have to say; enjoy the story and vote if you like it. :)

Painted Hearts ♡Bakusquad x Reader♡ by sgh101404

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Please, just stay away! [Depressed!BakugoxKirishima] by bakubebe17

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I'll Have a Blue Christmas (As Long As You're Here With Me) by muytiene

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An Unreasonable Amount of Pilots: A KiriBaku Story by ThatOtaku396

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