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Ashamed - english version

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Parts 28
Time 5h 27m

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- I open my eyes and look into the face of the man who captured my imagination not two hours ago. In front of me, with one arm around Jace and the other around Matthew Fairchild stands the man from London who fucked my brains out one cold dark autumn night and returned to his wife the next morning. -

The dream lived and yet in the shadows, a mask to hide who you are. The football pitch is no place for tolerance. Power and money determine who you have to be. Homophobia on the football pitch drives many a gay man to acts we never even dream of.

This story shows how it should be. Tolerance and active openly gay football players. 

Homophobia sucks. This is my response. Never be ashamed of who you are....


The characters belong to Cassandra Clare. The story is mine. No copying allowed. 

Smut and boyxboy. Don't like it, don't read it.All Rights Reserved

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