Your probably wondering what the hell I’m
doing talking about my life and writing it down on a piece of scrunched up
white paper that I found behind my couch. 
Well, I don’t actually know, I’m just as new to this story as you are.
I feel that I am doing this because all the magazines have it wrong. They are always exaggerating the truth and twisting our lies so this, this is the real story. You never know, someday this might be
turned into a book of our lives and read all around the world but for now, its just writing on some paper.
Now, My story isn’t that amazing, I didn’t
save a life, I didn’t jump of a building, I’m not an international super spy
and I didn’t blow up New Zealand or anything like that. But i guess in my own way, I really was filled with moments that were just as eventual and terrifying.
 
I am just a normal girl with a normal life, maybe was is a better word now,
that was frankly, a little boring. That is, until I met a certainly boy with a
mop of messy chocolate curls, mischievous greens eyes and cheeky grin that
would make any girls heart melt.
Well, at least that’s what he thought.
Still, thinks actually but hey, he had a
reputation of being a bit of a player and had slept with a few too many older
women for everyone’s liking before we met. See, that where I came in. I had no
clue that my life was about to change when I walked into that concert but I
would never regret it.
 
He was a player and I was about to tie him
down and make him run laps on my command, well, that was what I was meant to do
anyways. It never really worked out like. But nothing ever does go according to
the plan, right?
 
That’s just one of things about being
Alive.
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**WARNING**18+ AND THERE WILL BE MANY SEASONS
She meets the woman of her dreams...except she was never into women...until now. Love has no boundaries and this dirty lesbian romance proves that. Meet the group, and fall in love with this world of crazy excitement.
One step at a time, I walk toward her. "He kissed me, and I kissed him back. But, in my mind, it was not him I was kissing. He tried hard to sleep with me. I pushed back and said no."
My hands squeeze my keys to the point that I can feel the pain in my palm, but I ignore it. Shaking my head, I scoff again, growing angry and confused at the same time. I do not know what's happening to me.
"I pushed back because all I could think of was you!" I say, wanting to scream at her. "You were the only person on my mind when I was with him. I felt gross and disgusted. But when he kissed me, I saw you and it turned me on. This wave of emotions pushes through me with every press of his lips, because...I saw you in my mind."
My face is growing warmer, and I have to force myself to look away. My ears feel like they are on fire. I am grateful and confused at the same time. My mind seems twisted. I do not understand what is happening to me, or why these emotions are running through me.
She looks at me like I am the crazy one. Her confused look grows. She steps down the two steps and walks toward me. "You are not lying? You truly left him and came home?"
"Yes! Damn it!" My tone is loud and rude.
Taking a deep breath, I close my eyes. I can feel that wild lust or love or whatever the hell you want to call it. It burns madly through me the closer I get to her.
"What did you do to me, Natalia? I have always been able to walk into my house. Tonight, I could not because I was scared to go to my bedroom, because all I could picture was you and me in that damn bed. I'm not supposed to be like this! This is not...damn it!"