Am I broken?
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Complete Tue, Apr 4, 2023<5 mins
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Life is hard.
I know.
I cut
I hate
I love
I try
I fail
I break
I try again
I feel bad
I don't know anymore
I have a body that I do not like
I feel like I failed life
I watch
I broke
I loved
I tried again
I felt bad
It never stops but we can silence that voice that's telling us things even though it's very dark in here.
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