Is it Worth it?
  • Reads 476
  • Votes 33
  • Parts 13
  • Time 50m
  • Reads 476
  • Votes 33
  • Parts 13
  • Time 50m
Ongoing, First published Apr 29, 2022
Mature
Before Ed, before the sea, before Izzy even knew who he was, there was Damien.
Nothing compared to Damien, not even the pain that followed.

Growing up, on the docks, Izzy longed to be at sea, but during his fishing trips with his father, he soon realises the sickness isn't worth it. Well, until Damien comes along. Maybe some of it is worth it.
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