This time it's gonna hurt (working title)

Alex seems to have the life that everyone at her school envies. She's got friends, she's popular and she's got boys throwing themselves at her. But at home things are different... She can't tell anyone because no one will believe her. After a few failed suicide attempts she feels like there is no one to trust. But will it be her nemisis and school playboy Josh to her rescue or will it be Aiden the mysterious boy who always sits behind her in Geography?