Before We Say Goodbye

!!THIS CONTENT HAS POSSIBLE TW!!
May 11, 2019; the day I fell in love with the "perfect," tall, skinny, brown-haired, and brown-eyed boy. We were young. Young hopeless romantics looking for love in a place we knew it could never be found. Maybe deep down, we both knew it would never last. Maybe we knew it all along, but were too desperate for someone to love us; really love us. Everything about him was so intriguing. His voice, his eyes, his hair, his humor, his smile; that goddamn smile. He was everything a girl could ever dream of, until he wasn't. Underneath all of these portrayed characteristics, hid his true self. A heartless cheater and a liar. He broke my heart not once, not twice, but multiple. Will he ever change? Was it really his fault? Does he miss us? Did he ever truly love me? Did he ever miss me before...before "it" happened? For now, let me take you back to the day I asked him to be mine, the day I knew I'd love him for forever.