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What if I changed?

MelindaAppleton

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Reads 337
Votes 52
Parts 23
Time 1h 23m

MelindaAppleton

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Life of a teenager is never easy...whether dealing with school or other things..finding out who you are...your dream. But along the way, Emily may not have made the best decision, but the decision she chose can't be always too bad. She tries to be as perfect as possible...but maybe being perfect isn't everything.

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This story includes foul language, disorders, depression, drug usage, alcohol, death and smoking. Young readers may find it disturbing, reader discretion advised.

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