Forget The Past Or The Future Won't Last

(Please read all of the Description) I had just turned 14. I actually had friends, a connection with my parents, a boyfriend,and I thought I had the world at my fingertips. My life was, pretty great... But, you know how the story goes, my parents got divorced. I was depressed, I started to have panic attacks, and I couldn't sleep through the night anymore. I did find someone though. They distracted me... healed me. They were only temporary though. So here I am, only two years after my parents divorce, fucked up beyond my years. I don't find much distractions in life anymore besides music. I wanna find something- or someone- else to distract me. But I'm just too caught up in the past. To be continued I guess.

Author's Note:
Okay guys this is my first book on Wattpad and I'm really excited. Lately I've found a lot of free time on my hands and I got a computer for Christmas so why not start writing? I've also had this account for like a year so ha ha yeah. Well Here we go, my first book. Also there are a lot of really touchy subjects in here like depression, anxiety, self harm, etc. So if you have a hard time reading about this stuff or get triggered easily, please don't read. I don't want to hurt anyone with my writing.