Every Other Day I Die {bxb}

Adam is a senior, school hardly exists to him anymore, growing up on a sea beaten small costal town every one knows everyone. He goes out of his way to have little known about him because of that. He only confides in the ocean and how often he wished to jump the cliff and let the foamy brine fill his lungs.

Every other day he would visit the cliff, but he hadn't jumped, at least not yet. But finally one day he did, just to wake up again in his bed. So he tried again, maybe it was a dream? But no. He says goodbye as his bully watches him jump a second time to again wake up the next day. So eventually they come to a standstill to figure out what is happening with Adam. But once the bully and the victim stop fighting things are weird between them, they've been heavily involved with each other since they were kids, and now it's just calm?

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"That's a long way down..." Carson chuckled nervously.
"Yeah I know, it's a nice fall to be honest." Adam said with a smile.
"Heh, I wouldn't know," he looked at Adam, then back down at the water, "How cold do you think it is?"
"Cold enough," Adam started breathing a bit hard, it kinda seemed like he was trying to catch his breath.
"You nervous?"
"A little" he leaned over the edge a bit.
"You can lean over the edge, holding me and I can drop you if you want," Carson offered while holding out his hand, which Adam took and placed his feet on the very edge. "I'll see you tomorrow?" He asked, holding Adams hand tightly.

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⚠️Major trigger warning⚠️
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Rated mature for suicidal, self-harm, bullying, strong language, sexuality ,drugs, and other mature themes/mentions/usage
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Long chapters 1000 - 4000 words
3rd person POV

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Started - April 2022

(Discontinued / Revamp Under Construction)

Ended - August 2023
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