Luke keeps a suicide diary he keeps it because it makes him happy makes him feel safe Wanted Loved He meets Ashton who sits with him everyday because the boy seemed interesting Luke payed no mind of course he just sat and wrote in his diary about his new friend Ashton Ashton always talks to Luke but Luke never answers he'll just smile to himself while Ashton rambles on But when Luke looses his diary and Ashton finds it will luke open up to Ashton or stay in the dark