The diary of a Yandere

It's the year 1989. John Laurens goes to this elite school where everyone has amazing talent. But John couldn't feel any sort of emotion. He couldn't feel anything until he found Alexander Hamilton. He felt like a thousand butterflies flew out of his stomach. But he realized that other people are trying to take them away from him. So he does everything he can to get rid of them and after the school day is over he writes down what he had just done.