He must be great. |BL|
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Last published Mon, Nov 14, 2022
There lived a man named Yuki. Yuki had interest in men, however couldn't find anyone that was interested in him. Yuki faced struggles in life, such as anxiety, insecurity, depression, ect. He feels as everything he does is a problem.
In the story he meets a young man that's his age. They began talking as Yuki starts learning more about him, his name is discovered to be Asher.
Asher and Yuki make a great bond, as Yuki is pleased he had found someone that he had interest in, he also felt himself around him.
The outcome is different from the way Yuki expected it to be.
Never have high expectations am I right? Its better to have someone come to you than to be searching, it's pointless.
Warning for this story
Smut? Not too extreme.
Obscenity (Obscene Language)
If your like VERY sensitive then yk (I doubt its sad at all, im talking extremely sensitive)
Assault?
Eating disorder
LOLOL WATCH ME REGRET MAKING THIS WATTPAD STORY IN LIKE A YEAR OR MONTH.
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