He abandoned our arcade. Melancholic feeling invaded. Then I remember that It's just a game. Ang hirap talaga mag-adjust sa mga nakasanayang bigla-bigla nalang nawawala. Ang hirap ipaliwanag ang tunay na nararamdaman. Just like the arcade, you never know how happy and frustrated the person who's playing. You never know what someone had gone through to win something. Losing at a claw machine isn't a downfall, but the person who's playing it left because of frustration and not by satisfying his needs of that machine. Maybe that's what he felt, I can't provide his needs. I'm too young to be his friend. I cannot give him anything. I cannot buy him his tokens. I just can't. I don't deserve him but I also don't deserve hurting.