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Prologue [aroace]

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(I submitted this for the wattys2023, what the hell am I doing?)
"If we follow the rules of the romance movies and novels, I should be your main character. I am no one special. I'm not interesting at all.  If people were to write a book about me, it'd be a best seller! 
IF
Because no one will write a book about someone like me. I miss a crucial detail that makes all the other books and movies touching. 
Love
I don't know love. I've never had it. And who would want to read a book about someone who doesn't know love? From the moment we open our eyes we are met with a world that teaches us that love is what makes us human.  It's not possible for a human not to feel love. 
So what am I then?" 

Eru gets a girlfriend but feels disgusted after they'd kisssed. Eru gets confused and tries other men and women to see if his questions get answered, but they don't; they only become worse.
What is love and attraction and can he even feel it? 
A story about asexuality and being aromantic. Side story with trans character and a mlm love storyAll Rights Reserved

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What do the stars feel when they look at Us? cover

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What do the stars feel when they look at Us?

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