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Prologue [aroace]
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Last published Tue, May 16, 2023
(I submitted this for the wattys2023, what the hell am I doing?)
"If we follow the rules of the romance movies and novels, I should be your main character. I am no one special. I'm not interesting at all. If people were to write a book about me, it'd be a best seller!
IF
Because no one will write a book about someone like me. I miss a crucial detail that makes all the other books and movies touching.
Love
I don't know love. I've never had it. And who would want to read a book about someone who doesn't know love? From the moment we open our eyes we are met with a world that teaches us that love is what makes us human. It's not possible for a human not to feel love.
So what am I then?"
Eru gets a girlfriend but feels disgusted after they'd kisssed. Eru gets confused and tries other men and women to see if his questions get answered, but they don't; they only become worse.
What is love and attraction and can he even feel it?
A story about asexuality and being aromantic. Side story with trans character and a mlm love story
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