About as average as a Zambian girl can get.
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  • Reads 189
  • Votes 64
  • Parts 27
  • Time 3h 39m
Ongoing, First published May 04, 2022
I sat in the small, sky blue coloured room it had posters about health and fitness and some tips about how to prevent disease. A doctor's office...great... apparently I needed therapy...me??? The doctor was a nice, older looking man with a friendly demeanor.  
"What seems to be the problem Simone?" He was looking at me with a smile.
"Doctor, I am addicted to toxicity" I replied honestly. 

Simone is just an average girl trying to fit into this far from average world. She is just so average... too average, in a quest to be less average she risks it all by running into wrong company, wrong friends, a wrong romantic relationship that just feels so right. She wants nothing more than to have a more interesting life away from her boring, average one. They say be careful what you wish for. What happens when a situation happens and she meets a guy who would only be described as the devil incarnate himself, as if that wasn't enough there are two of the same guy that she likes can a personal be so obsessed with toxicity that they fall for two of the same guy, who does she choose?...this decision makes her question everything? Herself, her decisions and her personality, she is the one that had wished for a not so average life anymore..., After all...
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