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I'm Sorry

Reads 125
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Parts 30
Time 8m

Reads 125
Votes 12
Parts 30
Time 8m

Mature

angst apology depression forgiveness hurt pain regret sad sadness sorry suicidalthoughts

2 words, 7 letters.
To some, it's a half-assed apology.
To some, it's a way of guilt-tripping people into getting what you want.
But for me, it speaks all the things I wish I could have done differently. 
The words speak my regrets.
The things I will never say.
The things I cannot.
The things I haven't even acknowledged.
Because the mind is a dark place and holding in thoughts can become too much. This will be my outlet and I hope, for some, it'll be yours as well.

[DISCLAIMER: I wrote this story when I was in a really dark place and felt like I wasn't good enough and that who I was was the wrong person. This story was written for those to take people with depression and self-doubt and hate, those in a dark place like me and make jokes about it. It's written so you see an inside to how some people actually feel.]All Rights Reserved

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