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I am a villain, Can I die?! (Suicidal Villain Deku)

Chimera_Regarion

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Reads 102,679
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Parts 14
Time 1h 3m

Chimera_Regarion

A villain must not always be a villain. In this case however, the death of countless people are haunting Izuku Midoriya the number 3 villain in Japan. He was known and earned the place due to how wicked and unpredictable he himself is.

However as time goes, this villain started regretting all the deaths as he was haunted by nightmares. Too bad that the villain group he is in has no interest in helping him at all. In fact, they would rather throw him away.

With nothing left in his life but regret, he decided to do the one thing left to do. His life was after all meaningless after what he did. All that was left for him was regret.

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This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.

Rights on the pictures go to the artist.
I do not own mha, rights to the owner.All Rights Reserved

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Crazy Bastard (Vigilante Deku) by Chimera_Regarion

Fate can be very cruel. That was something Izuku knew far too well. Thanks to his wits, his mother sold him off to be a pawn to her one and only love. With no other choice than being a villain, he was "gifted" or more like experimented on to gain another quirk since his own was considered too weak... now being even forced to be the UA traitor, there was nothing left for his life or so he though! What if a higher being like a god pities Izuku's life and gave him a chance to change everything?! Will Izuku find a way to get away from his family and live a life where he can actively pursue his own dream of becoming a hero despite his weak quirk? How to best avoid being "smart" the answer is pretty easy! Well, why not play crazy and insane? That is what he came up after with. Now let's see how his fate will turn out this time! A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

Courting Death by Chimera_Regarion

With nothing left to lose, one might say that killing oneself might be the best option, but what if that doesn't work? Izuku Midoriya, a seemingly quirkless kid, had enough of everything and just want to be done with life forever. Nothing is holding him back on committing suicide, nothing ever stopped him doing that, but after 16 long years of torture he finally got the resolution to do it. Too bad that life is far from done and over with him.... Now with no choice left, he seeks out any kind of way to end this miserable and meaningless life of his. Well, that was what he wanted to do until he and a certain villain chicken get to know each other. A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

Speechless by Chimera_Regarion

When there was nothing you could do to express yourself, what would you do? That was something Izuku was struggling for years. His quirk didn't make it better for him since no matter what he said, people would only hear what they want coming out of his mouth. What makes it worse is that he was labeled as mentally unstable as well as a problem child. Now, when he was finally send to a hero household to be educated and mannered, what will he do? What if his true father was there, and what if he already has a family? Will he stay or will he run away? A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

A funeral... A Wedding... One Church by Chimera_Regarion

One jump, one adive, was it really the answer to the problem? Sure it was worth giving a try but would god really answer the prayers? Izuku Midoriya, couldn't stand it anymore. Each passing day he would get yelled at, beaten, burned and used as a personal punching bag. There was nothing he didn't experience. His heart was already beaten yellow, black and blue. He didn't know what it meant to be loved, to be cared to be just him! So in a desperate attempt, this young child went to a rooftop and did the only thing left to do and jumped.... only that as done with life as he was, life was not done giving up on him. A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

Mastermind: Strategist For Hire by BNHAfan123456789

Izuku Midoriya never got the chance to save Bakugo from the sludge villain and impress All Might. With his dream crushed, Izuku becomes bitter and angry. It also doesn't help that he faces discrimination at every turn. All he ever wanted was to be appreciated, so when the villains are the ones to recognize his talents rather than the heroes, well, Izuku just can't resist. He might as well help those who actually want him around. Mistakes were made, and now society must face a villain of their own making: Mastermind. ------------------------------------------ This fic is part of an AO3 series called [For The Want Of A Nail] written by Clouds (myheadinthecoudsnotcomingdown). This is the second story on the series. I've seen the first and third parts being published on this site but I couldn't find the second one so I'm posting it instead. You can find the other stories here : Part 1: [Deku? I Think He's Some Pro...] by JustAPerson358 Part 3: [Viridian The Green Guide] by IarasIsAwake

Breaking Point by Chimera_Regarion

What would a villain do if not be a villain and act evil. Well what if I told you that not every villain is like that. There is one particular villain who just couldn't controll himself and ended up being one where in fact he would love nothing more than just to end everything. *sigh* What a villain indeed. Too bad that Izuku is that villain and that there is no running away from being a villain with the LOV as his teammates.... or is there? ...... Do I see heroes standing there ready to capture the bean? .... well good luck there buddy! A/N: Thanks for 11k followers! Thanks a lot from heart! This means a lot to me ^^ This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

Nature hits back.... by Chimera_Regarion

How long can one endure all the humiliation, bullying and suicial batings until it was too much? Who knows! However, there was one person who would find this out very soon. Izuku Midoriya was born quirkless yet he was trying to do go through his life the best he could, enduring, fighting and standing back all the time. There was not a day he was not actually fighting to survive in the school and his life. Too bad that without anyone backing up that little green bean, was all on his own. There was no one he could really trust and ask for help. In response to all his pent up emotions, nature and his body reacted and perhapse it was also the sheer fact that the small greenette found hismelf in quite the situation where fight or fly was the best he could do..... Without telling too much, find out for yourself how this quirkless kid became not so quirkless and what his quirk was up to and how far it will go to make sure that nothing would happen to Izuku at all. A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

Free Fall by Chimera_Regarion

Izuku Midoriya hated himself for a long time now. His mother loved him but the words "I am sorry." were stuck in his mind every time he sees her. Deep down, he knew how worthless he was. Life was just meaningless for him. Though there was one thing preventing him from taking his own life and that was his mother. Time passed and he meet All Might and thought to himself that everything would be fine now. After all he just got a quirk and he could be the hero he ever wanted to be. How wrong he was. Even after gaining a quirk the emptiness and loneliness he felt didn't go away... Now was his chance to ask for help! Interning at Hawks agency sounded more like a dream then reality and he knew that it was too good to be true... "Why did he choose me?! What motive did he had? I am just useless after all..." Will the cinnamon roll of UA finally find some help before everything is too late? A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

My Quirk wants me dead by Chimera_Regarion

What if a person is so unlucky that things continue happening and getting worse and worse.... you may be asking what things right now, right? We are talking about: - randomly getting shot - Bricks falling from a newly build building - nearly getting killed by a car without a person inside on the pedestrian walk. - food poisoning . . . Anything that might harm and kill you.... If this isn#t a bad joke then what is? Now here is the thing.... Izuku is experiencing all this on a daily basis and it is just about to get worse..... never did life want to kill this kid so bad than now..... If it ain't a quirk what then? A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

Wrong Number (Vigilante Deku) by Chimera_Regarion

Izuku Midoriya is stuggeling from an abusive houshold. Not only that but he is also the number 1 vigilante in japan named Castiel. So one day Izuku as Castiel got shot and what else does someone do then to ask for help, right? BUT What if he instead of sending the message to his firend Katsuki Bakugo he sends it to a certain sleepdeprived and coffee addicted underground hero? You heard right he send a message to Eraserhead. A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

If only... by Chimera_Regarion

Quirkless doesn't mean useless but because of how quirkless kids are being treated they often end up dead.. Izuku Midoriya is a kid that was born quirkless. Once his parents found out about this, they immediatelly abandoned him and threw him out on the streets. Now rouaming the steets and barely surviving he still finds a way to help people but not any avarage people, no he saved All for One and the other 4 LOV members. Follow Izuku as he struggles to survive while at the same time wanting nothing more than to end his own misary and becomes weaker and weaker with each passing moment. At the same time he will gain a family like no other. What will happen if the heroes find their villain lair. Will Izuku find a way to get back or will they change him for the better. A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

Good Enough?! by Chimera_Regarion

Izuku Midoriya had enough from life, everyone was telling him how useless he was. His mother stopped looking at him. His best friend bullies him. He had no one who cares about him or so he thought. "Thank you for saving me, you are a great hero, I won't do this again. I promise! Can you unbind the scarf now?" He chose his words carefully and gave the sleep-deprived hero the brightest fake smile he could offer. "I am really fine! You can now go and continue your hero work." "You don't look fine!" .... This is a suicidal Deku story combined with Dadzawa. A/N: Be warned mention of suicidal thought and attempts as well as cutting. I do not make any waning beforehand in the story so consider yourself warned. This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. I was inspired by an Ao3 story I read, I wish I could remember the title of it, but I don't I am sorry. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner. Highest Ranking: 07.03.21 1 in Suicid 07.03.21 5 in Suicidalizuku 26.03.21 1 in depressedizuku 26.03.21 1 in abusedizuku 26.03.21 3 in suicidaldeku 26.03.21 2 in dadzu 30.03.21 2 in izukumidoriya

Escape Room (Villain Deku) by Chimera_Regarion

Izuku Midoriya a no name villain, decided to take it up to another level. The heroes never treated him well nor did anyone in his life besides his mother. However, that doesn't matter anymore as Izuku came up with a nice plan. He was the game maker in this and he was the one coming up with something quite unique. Follow the Izuku as he is watching over the heroes in training and how they try to escape his personal game. He creates a unique and one of a kind escape room in which every wrong step will cost the heroes in training their lives. A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

Call me Usagi! I am not Deku anymore!! by Chimera_Regarion

Izuku Midoriya was one of the students that were participate into civil war game that Nezu came up with. However Izuku was chosen to be the villain. Needless to say that he was devoted to be the best villain they ever have seen after what they did to him. They thought he was the UA traitor and put him through a lot only because of his love for quirks and his hobby to analyze and write them down. As if that was not enough his mother hated him because of his status of quirklessness. Now in the middle of the game, Izuku made a terrible choice that may cost his live. However what he found himself into was not the infirmary of UA or heaven, no he found himself in the body of his past self in a different world where everything was still open for him. He quickly find out that this was not his past since he now had a loving mother and memories of his past 14 years in a 13 year old body. A/N: This is my first mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

Teardrop by Chimera_Regarion

Izuku was an orphan ever since he was diagnosed quirkless. His life was the best but he wasn't alone. He had a good friend that he called brother and one day both of them got adopted. However, for the sake of his brother Izuku decided to never tell anyone about the things he suffers from. He was after all not the only one with problems and his brother needed it more. That was how he lived for the past 6 years. One day his family grew and they got a little 5-year-old sister that just got rescued. . . Will he finally be honest with everything and realize how much he gained? A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

I can see it... Your death day and my punishment... (not the usual chatfic) by Chimera_Regarion

Would you like to know your death day and the cause of death? If you would know it... What would you do? Would you try to save people and yourself or would you leave them be? ... Then what if there is no other way than taking up a punishment because of the loss of a soul whoch should have died... Would you still decide to suffer in return to safe that soul? Well that was exactly the question poor Izuku has handle on a daily life. This child was gifted with the Eyes of the End. A quirk he himself named this way but im fact they were nothing than just a curse... Now how will he deal with them when he encounters a hero who's death was close? A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

My light... My hope! by Chimera_Regarion

As a kid, bullied and shunt, there was nothing to the outside world that Izuku didn't hate at all. So without even thinking twice, he shut himself in and started to do what he could do best... gather information. Now years after getting abused and living alone not even stepping outside his door for once, he managed to befirend a hero quite the odd way. Little did he know that the hero valued his little anonymous friend and decided to help him out to the max he could. Too bad for the hero that his heart was already stolen from him over all the years of support he got from the green bean. A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

That other Family by Chimera_Regarion

Where there is a secret there is always drama! Izuku Midoriya was a heroes child and he knew it. Not only that but his mother never wanted him. What a cliche that is, however not only was there this problem but there was another one. There was this itsy bitsy problem. He got arrested and hi father picked him up only to bring him home.... Well homes was quite a word for the situation the poor hero had to handle only because he was keeping one too many secrets. Find out for yourself if the secret will be found out and how things may or may not turn to the better. A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

When Sunflowers wither... by Chimera_Regarion

One would think that everything is alright and everything is back to normal after what happened. The LOV attacked the UA camp side and they kidnapped a child. Someone from class 1A... someone who is worth being called a villain and yet is so insulent to ignore their calls.... oh well that is another story ..... After the heroes rescued Bakugo, everything settled down with all the students of class 1A to be inside a dormitory system.... little did anyone know how much it was hurting the little Sunfower of UA. Izuku Midoriya was fighting with himself for a while now but after everything that happened, he couldn't stop but feel as if having this quirk was nothing but a burdon and he wanted to get rid of it by all means necessary..... too bad that no one notice the difference in losing everything at once...... or is there someone that sees the changes? A/N: Thanks for the 13k!!!! This means a lot to me. Here is the special for this. This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

Quirk more like a Curse! by Chimera_Regarion

Izuku Midoriya had everything a little boy can ask for in life until a tragic event changed everything. He lost his mother, his father, his home and even hope. Left without anyone to trust or turn to, this precious green bean now struggles every day to find a reason to go on. Will someone save this the boy everyone forgot about? Life is weird and can't be explained. It can be hard at some times too. Izuku knew that life hated him and he was getting sick and tired of it.... BUT... What if life didn't hate the boy and would do anything to help him find his will to live? Will he discover the secret behind his quirk? Will he gain a new family? More importantly will he find the warm feeling of love and being accepted? Will his desperately search for it finally end? A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

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Crazy Bastard (Vigilante Deku) cover

Courting Death cover

Speechless cover

A funeral... A Wedding... One Church cover

Mastermind: Strategist For Hire cover

Breaking Point cover

Nature hits back.... cover

Free Fall cover

My Quirk wants me dead cover

Wrong Number (Vigilante Deku) cover

If only... cover

Good Enough?! cover

Escape Room (Villain Deku) cover

Call me Usagi! I am not Deku anymore!! cover

I can see it... Your death day and my punishment... (not the usual chatfic) cover

My light... My hope! cover

That other Family cover

When Sunflowers wither... cover

Quirk more like a Curse! cover

Crazy Bastard (Vigilante Deku)

Fate can be very cruel. That was something Izuku knew far too well. Thanks to his wits, his mother sold him off to be a pawn to her one and only love. With no other choice than being a villain, he was "gifted" or more like experimented on to gain another quirk since his own was considered too weak... now being even forced to be the UA traitor, there was nothing left for his life or so he though! What if a higher being like a god pities Izuku's life and gave him a chance to change everything?! Will Izuku find a way to get away from his family and live a life where he can actively pursue his own dream of becoming a hero despite his weak quirk? How to best avoid being "smart" the answer is pretty easy! Well, why not play crazy and insane? That is what he came up after with. Now let's see how his fate will turn out this time! A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.