Dangerous Addiction
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I have had my fair share of love, not the type you see in cartoons and movies instead being used, abused and manipulated just because I stood up for my basic human rights. How one could loose every bit of sense they had when infatuated with an individual is beyond me. It is described like the feeling of floating in the clouds, but that is just a tactic used to conceal revolting lies and escape the painful truth. Truth of hurt and unrequited feelings,and some call that love? Dat sound like coke. But at di end a di day a night, so sometimes yafi mek yuh owna fate. Even if it meant twisting the reality of others to feed your own selfish ego and losing trust in the people you once cared for.
While bounded to metal bars, I,Jazariah Tindale looked back on the events which molded me, with no ounce of regret. Some aspects made me think..........bwoy what a gyal life salt, muss sea side me born, others oddly brought me joy while contradicting the morals i had for myself.
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Would you still love me?
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SHE WOULD NEVER KNOW.
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