I looked up at his eyes, and immediately saw fear in them. He was scared I would reject him, tell him to leave and never speak to me again. I couldn't find a reason in my naive, human mind to do that though. "I wanna be mad that you didn't tell me, but I understand. And I'm not going anywhere, unless you tell me too."
His grip on waist tightened, and he pulled me flush against him, his tone and facial expression turning serious. "From the moment I saw you in that diner, I felt drawn to you. I didn't know what it was at the time, but the more I'm around you, the clearer it seems to get. I'm yours, forever and always, if you'll have me."
It felt strange having a man who I had only known a few weeks basically profess his love and want for me. I felt stupid almost, reminding myself of a girl in a romance novel who just fell head over heels for a man I had just met. But something about him drew me in. I wasn't sure if it was his charms, looks, the fact of what he was, or all three maybe? But either way, he had hooked me in, and I wasn't about to let him go.
The exact words he threw at my face still haunts my dreams every single night and I think I'm starting to believe him.
"Wish I've never met you I was so young and stupid, no wonder no one wanted to be with you, you are just holding me down and I honestly just got bored, needed a new chapter in my life that was the main reason I did what I had to do to keep myself happy. I just don't want to lie to myself anymore. I can't do this. I need to be free for once in my life. I'm so relieved that I don't have to marry you anymore, it's like a dead weight lifted from my shoulders. JUST LEAVE! GET OUT NOW! ''
I just didn't know what to do that day I way so shocked, one minute we were one big happy family and the next he throws everything we build up as a family. I should had been warned by his actions the last month that we spend together.
He knew that he was my first for everything and that gave him a push on his ego. Always bragged about being my first and claiming power over the situation. I was blinded by all of his charms and I see that now, I'm so sorry I did not listen Laura, you were just trying to protect me , that's what best friends are for but I chose him and I am truly sorry. I promise I will get a way to show him that I am not just a waste of space and I am going to do it all just for me and my baby girl.
**WARNING**
Sexual language and mature content
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