this story is simply a retelling of my first story, tsou: his destiny. i was earlier writing another draft but i guess i just no longer feel attached to it or feel like continuing it. i'm not sure if i'll ever complete this particular draft either because life happens, and like everyone else, i'm trying to make a place for myself in this big scary world. if you choose to read this, please be patient because i might not regularly update it or leave it incomplete for months; despite this, if you still choose to read it, thank you and hope this story helps you feel better.