Behind the veil of perfection

"Um I'm sorry I have to go,"he said nervously,"I've got this this thing at a place and I....um.... bye."And with that he turned away and ran as fast as he could leaving me alone in desolation.
"Don't cry don't cry he is not worth it,he is not worth your tears,build a wall and get over it," I kept assuring myself. But as I said this, a tear fell then another...and then another and soon the walls came crashing down. I sank in to the ground crying, feeling completely unwanted, a bag of trash.

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