Killing my self slowly (enemies to lovers story)

I DO NOT OWN MARVEL UNIVERSE!!!!!!
HOWEVER I DO OWN THE PLOT OF THIS STROY!!!
You know being Tony's younger sister meant that very everyone thinks that you live a "perfect life" right?i mean it has to be true cuz that's what the magazine covers and reporters say so it right, right?
But the something that the reporters don't know about the is the pain,dr#G use,s#lf h@rm, nightmares and what you when through at hydra that y/n has been through ,But being y/n Miria-Rose Stark means that I have to push it down and look like you live a perfect life.

(Infinity war and end game DOES NOT HAPPENED IN THIS STORY!!!!!!! Other than this every thing else has happened ie, Ageof Ultron CATWS. )

After Bucky gets back from Wakanda Tony reluctantly allows him to stay in tower,to say the least is that u and Bucky don't get along with one another at all
Will anything change or will u hate each other's guts forever?.

*WARNINGS* mentions and discriminations of
-Drug use
-Self h@rm
-Su!s!d# attempt
-Depression
-Panic attacks
-Intrusive thoughts
-PTSD
-violence
-Nightmares
-R@p#
-Pregnancy
-Miscarriage,
-Insecurity's
-Death
-Gun usage
-Knifes
-Kink
-Smut
-BDSM
-Strong language