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it's not what it seams

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friendship harrystyles niallhoran onedirection romance

I sometimes think to myself, what if I never really tried? could I have prevented all of this from happening. but then again there was no escaping him, he is just way to powerful. 

when I tell my story to people they don't really understand. how I could of been so stupid to not see it? how I couldn't of felt it in his presence? now looking back I can see it. how much he played me. but overall the main question is why didn't I stop it sooner? maybe it was because I actually did love him.

then I meet harry, yes THE harry styles. he was totally different from what I expected. but he was amazing. I fell harder than I ever did for austin. but how could I tell austin? wouldn't that just make the bruises bigger, the scars wider and the nights longer? I thought so.

what will happen when harry finds out about everything? about what Austin does to me? everything will change. either for the better or for the worse.
...... Britt.All Rights Reserved

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