I Cry
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Complete Mon, Jan 19, 2015<5 mins
I cry when the times I see someone happy for all the times I thought we were meant to be. I let the tears fall my mind they tend to make me feel blind
After a long day
when my heart just flowed away
in the illness of the night
when I pretended to be alright
I cry for the times when I thought it was you and me, but it was wrong we were never meant to be. now I am hurt with the words you blurt
Last night I dreamnt
a kiss from love I felt
no hope no alarm
just another false alarm
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